Waking up at 4:30am in the morning really isn't my thing; but I got up anyway. I was so tired I thought that I would fall asleep in the shower. We left the house half asleep and hailed a cab. I'm so thankful that we live in an area where there is always a line of cabs just outside the place.
We made it safely to the church even though it was still dark outside. We were way too early! Had maggi mee for breakfast which was interesting. I've never had instant noodles for breakfast before, another first. I felt so nauseous after that probably because my body was still in sleep mode.
Bi arrived to my surprise and he said he received a call from Chuong at 5am to join us. I'm really glad he did come so that there was an even number of people. His eyebags were so bad! All of ours were actually but his was just worst. Chuong's mum offered a whole lot of Vitamins and supplements to us but I declined it. Chuong and Hung just took the whole lot. Now, I know why both of them are so smart. Soon, it was time to set off. Chuong's mum is like the cutest ever! She always insists we take pictures in a certain way!
So here's us, all ready for the three hour ride. They gave us jackets and said that it would be dirty. Initially I was like, no thanks. But I'm really glad they insisted because it really was so dirty. Heh, this picture makes it seem like I'm the one riding Bi huh? Fat hope. He rode me all the way ^^ The journey with him was fun, we talked a lot and laughed a lot. Told him about the past two days where he didn't join us which was hilarious.
Our mid point! 70km into the journey, we stopped at this dairy farm to have ice-cream! Cheap yet satisfying :)
The journey to Vung Tau was long and arduous and my BUTT hurt so bad after that. When I got off the bike, my legs were so numb from bending I could barely stand. But the sight of Mother Mary holding Jesus simply caught my eye and took my breath away. When they said we were going to climb this thing, I didn't think they meant it. I thought it was just to that statue. But on top of this hill, was a cross which was a thousand steps away.

A glimpse of a small section of the flight of stairs we took up to the cross. These steps are known as pilgrim steps. They were made difficult so that we can feel, just a bit, how difficult it was for Jesus to carry it to Calvary. Even though my bag was maybe a kg or so, I really felt like I was going to die. At every rest point, I was so determined to give up. In my head, there was NO WAY that I was going to continue. But somehow, I did anyway. Maybe it was the wind, maybe it was the thought of reaching the cross, maybe it was the idea of accomplishing something I've started but maybe- it was the Spirit.
Here was about the middle of the hill.
Pretty flowers and withered leaves on almost every step.
Finally, we made it. We reached the cross. The scenery from the peak was beautiful. Seeing the cross, something touched my heart. It touched me so close to my heart. There was pain but there was beauty in that pain. It's love, it's grace, it's Jesus. I said a little prayer in my heart as I stared at it. I thanked him for dying for me when I don't deserve it at all. I thanked him because that was all I could do.
I was busy snapping away the picturesque scenery and Bi was busy snapping away candid shots of people, so here I am.
I really really LOVE this picture. Even though we just climbed a ridiculous flight of steps, we still look so glam and happy. That triumphant moment is written all over our faces.
Another one of Bi's candid shots. I never knew I cut my hair that short until I saw this picture. And it's brown, I love how my hair turns brown in the Sun.
I was also trying to be like Bi and I just started taking pictures and playing with my camera effects. I thought this picture was really cool. We had lunch and then we headed to the beach.
CAN YOU ALL CONGRATULATE ME BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST JUMP SHOT EVER? Haha! Being a very girly girl, jump shots to me are really unglam and ugly. Like why would you ever want to do that to yourself. Since this trip was full of firsts, I decided to try it. It didn't turn out so bad I guess... It was fun :)
More candid shots. I like how pictures at the beach always look so sad.
Candid again. We were preparing for the camera, just not prepared yet! But I like it like that!
My super cool tan line.
Can't imagine going through this trip with anyone else, love you Abby <3
I actually got dragged into the sea. I was so traumatised I thought I would just cry. I seriously have a deep rooted fear of the sea. I hate the taste of saltwater, I hate how it makes my eyes hurt. I love looking at it, being in it is a whole different story. They all promised to hold me but they totally abandoned me. How evil. Best friends ever. After a while, after being washed away by several huge waves, I gave up. I needed the shore. So Chuong brought me back! Went to shower and soon we left Vung Tau.

I wasn't ready for another 3 hour drive and I felt more sick after the experience in the sea. Besides, my legs were still trembling from the flight of stairs. But, there was no choice. The journey back was so bad. The dust around was like a sandstorm. I had such a tough time breathing and my mask rendered useless because the wind was so strong and there were so many huge trucks around. My mask turned black, so did the jacket they lent and my legs. There was a layer of dust formed on my legs and the particles pierced like needles. It was horrifying. Please never take a motorbike to Vung Tau.
Our mid-point. By this time I was already about to die, my lungs felt so polluted. My nose was so blocked. Breathing through my mouth felt too gross. Therefore, my smile was like FORCED. Still, we had to take this picture because it's too pretty how we were so pastel. Blue, pink and mint. I really love pastel. And I really suit pink.
On the way back, I told Bi more about my family and I guess he didn't really know how to respond to me but it felt good to be open and just share about life. He told me about his baptism and I did too. It's nice to know that I've gained a brother in Christ. God is too amazing.
After we reached Saigon, we had Chicken rice and seaweed soup for dinner. It was pretty good but I could barely enjoy it whilst being the sickly me. Chuong asked me, "How are you feeling?" about like 6 times. Every time we cross paths, he'd ask. It was epic but I could feel the concern overflowing. They really are sweet. They were having some secret conversation in Vietnamese and suddenly Bi said,
"Venessa, I think you should take some medicine or Vitamin C. I heard you coughing on the way back and you look so pale."
"Noooooo, I wasn't coughing at all. *coughs*"
"No, really. You should take some medicine."
*outstretched my arm*
*all starts searching for medicine*
I smiled through all the torment and war that was happening in my body.
Bi sent me back and we continued our deep talk. I felt so sad it was the last time we were seeing him! As much as I was losing my voice and everything, I made sure I never stopped talking.
I slept so well that night because I was really sick. I felt so bad because we were supposed to make cards for them but in the end, Abby did it all on her own up till 4am while I was happily sleeping. It made me sad that tomorrow was going to be our last day in Vietnam. I was secretly hoping by some magic we could stay longer. If only.